The lost Episode 4

The long awaited fourth Episode has crossed my way, may the Internet Data Base be blessed.

Sadly the Viewers punished the Show with low views, but I get it. I was also pissed, that the decision, wether to watch it or not, was taken from us. If I had anything to say in this I had voted to show the Episode an Hour later, in thought of consideration of the Victims. But I hope the Viewers in the US love the Series just as I do.

When I think about it, I´m already beyond reason. I´m already a Fannibal. I love everything about Will Graham he is like, woah my Baby, and I´m his Wolfmother ready to bite everyone who tries to hurt my Puppy. Really I´m not kidding.

And as for Hannibal, he is perfect. Different from Tony but nevertheless beautiful and elegant in every move and look. I´m so Obsessed that I´m considering buying Glasses that look almost like Will´s for 60€.

And everytime I see a new Trailer I´m like woah, excited.

But back to Buisness, here is Episode 4 ready to fill our minds:

Dr. Lecter and Will are sitting in this wonderfull Office of Hannibal. And Will tells him what he does to feel save, cause the only time he feels save is when he turns all lights of his House on at Night, he walks over the field in front of his House and watches from afar. And it looks just like a Boat at Night. Oh dear, Will is it good to let Hannibal Lecter so deep into your own mind?

Lecter leads him to the Hobbs Case, about Graham´s feelings. His Impressions, as he walked through the House, seeing Hobbs. Seeing and shooting him. And the other Girl, the girl Hannibal killed, but Will is feeling Guilty about it. He says he feels like he himself did kill her.

He felt so close to Hobbs, felt like they were just doing the same things, as if he was him. Even after the Murderer was already dead. Like he was dreaming, he slit the throat of Abigail instead of her father. But at the end, he claims to know who he is. And that is not Jacob Hobbs.

Flying Insects are filling the living room. A Dead Family. Will is sitting at the top of the table, imaging to be the one who killed them. Mrs. Turner was special. He tries to figure out why. But in the End he doesn´t know who the one is who had the Family values. Was the Killer part of the Family?

Hannibal visits Will´s Home, to feed his Dogs. But he can´t resist to go through his things, opening the drawers. He finds a fish bait and finishes it for Graham and as he hurts his thumb, he tastes his own blood. Really sensual.

Back by the Family. We learn the boy of the Family was abducted a Year ago.

Dr. Bloom is talking to Abigail. She tries to hide her scars and what had happend, Dr. Bloom is looking for Dr. Lecters consideration. He wants Abigail to leave the Hospital she is in, but Dr. Bloom still thinks she needs the safety – Hannibal isn´t very fond of that. It seems.

And the Autopsy is running, encouraging all the guys to talk about Family Values, is Will an only Child? A Guy tries to provoke him, but Will comes back at him. Watching the Face of the Mother of the dead Family Will see´s Forgiveness.

Back with Dr. Lecter. Trying to get at his Family Issues, Will didn´t knew his Mother, she has no face. Family is like an ill sitting Suit, he never found his way into that concept. I can just say - I get that. I got a nice Family, pretty much - but most of the time I feel awkward. Till this day I couldn´t connect with my sibilings. My Dad hasn´t really been there. And the connection to my mum is pretty strong. It´s like I´m an only child.

Lecter says he has created a Family on his own and Will thinks of his Dogs at home, of cause. But Lecter doesn´t mean them. He meant Abigail. She is now a part of his life as well.

Will Graham´s Family was poor. He was always the new boy at school. Always the stranger.

Lecter has Dinner with Crawford, telling him that Will needs an Anker. Something or Someone to feel secure and safe.

Will is teaching about Bitemarks in Crimes, before Crawford is ruining his Pace and throws everyone out. Another missing Kid. And we are expecting a crime scene. Just why would Kids kill their own Family´s?

Wow, strange to see dead Body´s all over the Scene with Christmas Music and presents under the tree. Santa was bad was he?

But something is different. A Kid was burned. The Kid couldn´t fight it´s panic after shooting it´s mother and was shot by someone else.

And there we are at a Restaurant, seeing the so called Mother and the 3 abducted Children, telling them they are now Family. One is older, in his teens, he really things they are Family. Convincing the younger boys also with her. She´s leading the boys to kill their former Familys, because they can only have one Family.

And Will in consulting Hannibal again. Like him much? It´s like Hannibals tries to be his anker. Letting him in and out when ever Will feels like it. Building Trust. They are talking about Abigail. Still thinking about her. But Will thinks also about the boys, he knows he can not help them, if they get them alive. Like he can´t help Abigail at all.

Hannibal is saying that maybe it lays in their Hands to show Abigail a way. A way to get a Family. A Home.

Lecter visits Abigail, he wants to take her with him for Dinner at his Home. She has nightmares and she feels guilty, her thoughts are circling about that she might be like her father.

At his Home he lets her drink a special Tea with Mushrooms- you know the ones you can also call drugs. Funny little things. He wants her to connect her Memory with positive assoziations.

And well she drinks the tea.

Will and Crawford´s Team are working the Case, the Family is moving South. They need to get them before the next Family is killed.

Dr. Lecter is making Breakfast for Dinner. Egg´s and Sausages. While he is guiding Abigails mind. A bad Idea as we know, you don´t want Hannibal Lecter inside your head...wait I just have Hannibal inside my head, Damn.

Will figures there is a leader. A mother. Trying to create a Family, a bit boring because we already know that, they showed the Family too soon. It´s like we already know the Killer. Feels like Columbo.

They found the right kid on the cam of a Store where they bought something to eat. Time to get into action mode.

The little Boy comes Home. Well so is the Police. They find them in the Backyard. The Oldest was about to shoot. Got a Bullet in his Shoulder. They pushing the others down just the youngest runs away.

Will is right behind him, before the boy turns around pointing a gun at him.

He pulls too but is soon pointing to the side, then the so called mother is coming out wrapping the boy with a gun, Will is taking his gun down.

And as he is talking to the boy, a shot hits the woman. The Asian Agent, I forgot her Name had shot her. And he is getting arrested.

Dr. Bloom is a little takenaback by our Dear Dr. Lecter taking Abigail without her permission. More like angry. Calling him rude. Dear, really?

And there he lies again, saying Abigail needed a sedative. And that´s why he gave her Morphium, but well no it were mushrooms.

He expected Dr. Bloom to visit and places her right in front of Abigail while he is sitting at the head of the table. Asking Abigail what she see´s. And she is hallucinating her father and mother. And says "Family". Does he want for her to stay at the Hospital a lot longer?

Crawford in Bed with his wife, he´s asking her, if it would be too late to have kids, and she says it is for her-

Will is cuddling into his Pillow, watching his Dogs sleep.

And that´s the night he will start sleepwalking.

So, what was the fuss all about? I don´t get it. I wasn´t reminded of the Bomb attack at all - there was nothing about it that reminded me of Boston. I just hope this week the viewers will come back. I just simply don´t want to lose that Show, because of that idiotic reason.

2 Nights till Hannibal is going back to Buisness and this time I know it will be murderous.